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Friday, February 13, 2009

yes im scared im freakin scared tat i get too sick or too intense its freaky oO...gah.anyways im feeling...real happy tat ppl actually read this story? =x thx peeps ^^ well...i guess here comes the part 7...im not really in the mood for this though cause no inspiration...no dream...oh by the way...the onli reason why i wrote a story where rin's skirt was like lifted...was cause in my dream ppl found out wat colour i was wearing X.z i neu not wearing shorts were a problem but in dreams? it just suckx >_< sighss...basically im just bored tat ive got nothing but hw...kaes here i come
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argh my head hurts....opening my eyes was a bad idea...gah.-dizzy and fell onto bed swirling...-ouch...wat on earth happened? i dun even noe wat this is. oh...my first headache. just wonderful, welcome to the end of non headaching days >_<-look left,right-shun's room...his house aint gonna be ready till next month huh? boy i wonder how the hotel fees are covered...wats the ti- OH MI GAH...ITS 10 PM...HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN SLEEPING HERE OH MI GAHGAHGAHHHH...SHUN'S SHOOTING ENDS AT...oh at 1am...oh bothers night scenes are a hassle. not tah mention i passed out so im definately not where im supposed to be. umm oh right scarlet park. wonderful walking distance im takin the...shoot i dun have my bike ill walk then...
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hmm...i wonder how baby face manager is doing...if she wakes up i hope she doesnt come here...i dont want her to see-...see? wats the prob with a manager looking at the actor smoking and drinking? oO...ah heck. ill just continue with this...umm...
"DIRECTOR...wats the real drink?"
"tea. coloured ones."
"oh. thx."
great i dont need to drink. if i did i think id forget baby face manager was in the room. i tend to forget things...>_< today sure was hectic. im gonna drop dead on the bed once i reach the hotel rm. now for the next scene.
"i thought...i thought you loved me..."
"nope"
"i thought...it was for love and not money..."
"nope nope and nope again! HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY IT TO GET INTO UR PUNY LITTLE HEAD IM NOT IN LOVE WITH YOU SO GO. NOW."
"you sure about that?"
"YES I AM NOW LEAVE BEFORE I DRAG YOU OUT."
-he leaves the room-
-girl starts crying-
-rin comes running into the park-
"GOMMEN i finally made it!"
"hullo rin^^ glad ur here" NOT.
"haha i ran bout a mile tah get here from the hotel gah i need that driving lisence"
"lols yea u sure do^^" NO U DONT. id rather live than sit in the car with u at the drivers seat.
"-wheeze--wheeze-man its hard tah run in heels >_<"
"well then dont wear them! hey i gtg for the next scene talk later^^" i really mean it. you shouldnt wear heels. ur pretty much tall enough. 160 is tall enough.
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gah im dead tired. shoots finally over! WHOOOOO. oh...gotta send baby face manager home first. dont blame me if i sleep in the car.
"hey ill drive u home."
"huh? nahh ur tired already ^^ im really sry for hitting u this afternoon >_< sorraiz...go home and sleep ill make my way home myself^^"
"hey really. its ok ill send u home. its not much of a trouble^^" yea i dun mind its a trouble though.
"uhh...nevermind>_< ull be pulled back if u sent me. im afraid my sister might go a bit crazy haha >_< thx anyway ^^"
"wow ur sister is a fan of me? nice! i dont mind meeting her you noe. i can get tah noe how my fans think of me that way^^" huh! like real i just wanna slp...
"really? then ill take up your offer you noe..."
"yea take it." i just dun wan u getting into trouble again u idiot. its amazing ur recovery rate. one point ur crying like a baby now ur refusing a kind thought WOW. =.= wats with me? i seem to be in a horrid mood.
"get in^^"
"thxx"
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weird why should shun even bother sending me home? usually id go home myself right? not to mention wats with not wearing heels? if i compare to all the other managers im really short and they all wear heels so... oO...funny. well its true im dead tired but i bet he is more tired than me...he went to shoot three diff shows all at once! and the night scene was a main character...he is probably beat already...ahh i think i regret takin the offer...
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ah i regret driving her home...now i gotta risk not sleeping and meeting her sister. im dead tired already! but i bet she is more tired than me...she got exposed, drank wine, ran here, the worst is the dehydrated part. and Im THE CAUSE =.= and my mood is just ruining EVERYTHING!...wats with me? baka shun. oh wait. shouldnt be shun. should be me.
-HEAVYBREATHIN-
just great. SHE FELL ASLEEP. IM NOT CARRYING HER AGAIN NO I RUFUSE. KOTOWARU!!!! sighh...
-reach get girl outta door carried her AGAIN...ring doorbell with difficulty-
"whos this?"
"ermm sry to bother you but your daughter has fallen asleep. would you mind letting me in to put her down? ill leave straight after."
"WHO THE **** ARE U"
ah parents child. ur loved baby face manager.
"im shun. rin is my manager."
"OH MI GAH DID I HEAR SHUN?!?!" the sister. just great. is this family all late nite sleepers? the oh mi gah is even a family trait! oh...i used it before too. i guess i just caught the bug =.= sighh back to the dadi...
"oh.-EVILGLARE- ill take you to her room"
wow her moms a beauty. tat smile is made of caramel! hey mother ^^ -NOD-
"THIS WAY -EVIL GLARE-" oops =x
kaes i put her down on the bed and...when i came out her mum was there!
"could i have a moment with you?"
"yea sure wadsup lady?"
"thx for sending rin home for me ^^ i was really getting worried...."
"umm im sorry but she drank wine instead of water i hope thats fine?" confession gah >_<
"oh. well i guess ill just have to break one of ur fingers then? dont worry ill let u live^^ -INNOCENT GAZE-"
oh my this family's woman arent to be messed with. well...i wonder why manager is so...baby like compared. and whoo her mum is a much greater turn on than her! but she really seems motherly...i can feel it just standing beside her.
"ahaha...how did you know it was my fault?"
"i could sense the guilt since i saw you-innocent gaze-"
now thats one scary intuition.
"nice mother sense^^ gtg G'nite^^"
"oyasuminasai"
"OH MI GAH CAN I GET UR SIGNATURE? IVE BEEN BEGGING RIN BUT SHE WOULDNT ASK NO MATTER WAT! PLS?!?!"
o.o the sister again.
"yea sure thing ^^ any customizations?"
"OH MI GAH UMM UHH WAIT.-INHALE- COULD YOU WRITE MY NAME AS WELL? BELOW URS?"
"sure thing^^ wats ur name?"
"OH THX! IM YUU^^ I NOE ITS BOYISH BUT..."
-cuttingin-"no problem ill write it ^^ hold on a sec yea?"
-DRAWDRAWDRAWWW-1 min later...
"OH MI GAH OH MI GAH OH MI GAH IM GONNA GET ASTHMA!! THX SHO MUCH I LOVE ALL UR SHOWS"
"thanks ^^ G'nite all"
finally-swipeforhead-shiver...i think i can feel rin's dad's evil glare even from here...>_< and wats with rin? its just a signature. i can do it in less than a minute. sighh ill nv get her. G'nite me. go sleep and hope tomorrow is a nicer day...oh mi gah...-ehem-tomorrow sis said she was gonna ccome....NOT LOOKIN FORWARD.-RINGRINGRING-
"uhh...hulloz?"
"HULLOZ MY FOOT. DONT FORGET UR PROMISE. IM COMING TMR AND UD BETTER SHOW UP."
-HANGUP-
ouch...tat really hurt. my ears wont last more than a year at this rate...

-ringringring- sms- thx, rin's mum -

my that lady is just too sweet. made my day.
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I SPENT TWO HOURS ON THIS CRAP. SO MUCH FOR NO IDEAS I THINK I CRAPPED >_< AHHHH...anyway this is the end of part seven^^

P.S. this is the fifth time im editing =.=

Innocence, hatsudo...
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