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Saturday, February 7, 2009

hmm lets see...kaes now im not gonna blog too much im gonna continue my story!! ^^ hehe...ill see how far i can take this story^^
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after checking in and everything we went to the rooms to unpack. Since i was not going to stay at the hotel,(in my dream i was staying in the hotel though) I went into shun's room tah go through tmr's shedule once more. We ended up watching tv together and the atmosphere was weird...it was like someone was gonna say something but we didnt talk at all. I didnt like the feeling. and was almost going to leave when A lady suddenly entered the room and practically shouted, "shun, we need to talk." shun apologeticly asked me to leave the room and i did so reluctantly. I went down to the lobby and got a drink when my parents suddenly came for me! i havent seen them in WEEKS and i was so vry surprised tah see them!! they said they were gonna take me home so i went back to the hotel rm, opened the door without knocking, witness shun effortlessly stopping the lady from slapping him and said coldly, "jaa(means cya)" shun's face showed shock as the door slowly closed and i walked away. Man i was pissed.

(tat is the end of my dream though the middle contained somethin i cant rmb at all except i was in the car n shun was driving =x and we were in the city at night?? the rest are really mi story ler ^^ mum helped me with my ideas so i wun say its all mine =x)

I went to the car with my parents, dumped my luggage into the boot, plopped myself onto the car seat, and pouted. I had thought i could make a difference to the bad habits of actors but looking at that scene most likely tat girl must hav been dumped by him. oh goodness maybe i couldnt help with any of those stupid horrid habits AHH i am so pissed!!!!!! GRRRRRR STUPID STUPID SHUN. ur so young and u already got all that stupid relationship stuff GAHH irritating bunch of stupid GAHHH. how on earth am i supposed tah rid of those stupid habits tat actors tend to fall into ALL THE TIME?!?! maybe its impossible?!?! an impossible dream?!?!

i woke up the next day at about 5a.m. i must hav fell asleep in the car while thinking of the scene... AH my mum must be worried sick >_< i walked down tah see tat my mami had cooked a huge huge HUGE breakfast for me before i went tah fetch BAKA SHUN >_<...mami made sure i ate EVERYTHING before leaving so i was stuffed when i finally finished breakfast. i was so bloated i thought i wouldnt be able tah eat lunch! X.z off i went to fetch shun for his next shooting.

oh believe me my face was BLACK when i saw him in the morning. Once again girls had somehow found out where their -shun-sama!!- was staying and had rushed to the hotel. disrupting the hotel's business and creating trouble for other MALE tourists...SIGHH...not to mention he was TALKING TO THE GIRLS WITH TAT STUPID SMILE ON HIS FACE TAT THE GIRLS ALL GO GAHGAH TO =.= argh i felt like punching him in the face =.=...controllllcontrollll i told miself out loud=x then i smiled and asked him in the middle of the talking girls, "shall we set off then mr.shun?" well...his GENTLEMAN SOUL OBVIOUSLY MADE HIM TURN TO THE GIRLS AND SAY..."aww seems like i gtg already...cyaa pretty ladies tmr maybe?" oh goodness i pity the hotel to have to repair broken glass windows =.= the screams were so badd... we did finally set off though ^^ thankfully....>_<

well i dun hav a driving lisence so shun took the wheel and drove. of course as managers always do...i nagged at him for disrupting the hotel staff *male staff* and the tourists *male tourists* but he just laughed and said "haha it cant be helped if im just tat popular can it?" ... oh goodness i could barely keep my smile going and my fist from swinging... realllllly irritating shun. i finally gathered the courage tah ask him "so who was that girl last night?"

Innocence, hatsudo...
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