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Monday, February 16, 2009

i couldnt be bothered if i ruined suspense or if no one reads. i want to rant i want to post im posting even if not one person in the whole world reads it. I DONT CARE. STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID JAPAN EXCHANGE.


_____________________after silent dinner________________

-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- shun! -CANCELED-over here-CANCELED- hulloz
"hey shun. finally done huh?"
"yea haha. troublesome but at least no bad news..."
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- i got gd news
"watsup rin?"
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- 3 new job. choose ur pick. all main characters. ryuu really got u jobs.
"hmm cool...name and job of the three?"
-rin pushes three booklets towards him-
-ralph-"hey these are cool! ALL OF THEM WORK!!
-shun-"not exactly...this one requires intense romance. not something i can pull off. only-"
-ralph cuts in-"thats true..."
-shun- wat the...???
-ralph-ALMOST DISCOVERED. HENGGGGG
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- take ur pick i must hand it in today!!
-rin- humphy! why cant he pull off the intense romance one? i was hopin id get tah see it...>_<
-shun- definately no choice. only the third one. intense romance and comedy are not...my thing.
"ill take the third one. name is natsume. job is...lawyer...in love with...yuri...hmm"
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- understood. shall inform them immediately.
-shun- rin is getting stereotype... maybe its the chalkboard.
-ralph- wow this girl really turns a cold shoulder on play boys...gotta watch out =c
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ralph is at home now. thinking out loud.
"with this kind of girl...who doesnt seem to be wat she is...i should make a move before she finds any bad point about me and lose interest...but then again if i do she may dislike the fast speed and thats game over...i should act before shun, dense as he is, finds out about his feelings towards rin...ill take action...soon"
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-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- MAMI!!!! RALPH TREATED ME TO DINNER JUST NOW! ^^
-mum- oh no...-internal groan-
"haha so how did it go?"
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- silent...no voice so didnt talk =.=
-mum- thank god...-sigh-
"ohh...poor thing. he didnt talk to you?"
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle- umm...no...=c
-mum- thinking about silent treatment?
"hunnngg...so u like him?"
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle-fretsdrops-shufflesagain-yea kinda i guess...
-mum- AHHHH...CONTROLLLLLL....-breathin breathout-
"then try going out with him!"
-chalkboard-drops-picksup-shufflesfrantically-YOU MEAN IIII PROPOSE?!?!
"yes...exactly my point^^"
-chalkboard-shuffleslikethewind-not kidding?
-mum- vry much not kidding! try out and quickly get rid of him!
"yes! im sure he will say yes. boys always do unless they have another girl they like^^"
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle-then that way i wont know if he likes me or not?
-mum- well not exactly...but yea i dun think he does. stupid playboy.
"not really rin...he should have enough sense to answer no if he is not interested."
-rin- oh mi gah oh mi gah oh mi gah i gonna die of embarresment if i propose nya!!
-chalkboard-shuffleshuffle-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
"haha thought so. just wait then. see if anything happens"
-mum- as long as he doesnt lay a finger on my daughter i dont mind.
-chalkboard-shuffle-kaes^^

-rin- hmm...propose? tell him something like..."i have a crush on you. pls go out with me!!" at least now its on a chalkboard so its not so bad. if its with voice i think i would just faint. but i never thought of asking a guy out ever! it feels like boy courting Oo...NOT MY TYPE. but...it might work...right? -imagines the scenes-
possible answers...
NO.
im sorry but i cant accept.
uhh ok i guess
yea sure why not?
no prob honey. ill date u anytime

-HYPERVENTILATE-

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CANNOT CANNOT CANNNNNNOTTTTTTTTTTTT -slp-

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should i go for japan exchange and risk it clashing with violin exam choir practise and stuff? i really wanna go there and speak but...should i risk it?

Innocence, hatsudo...
4:50 AM


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innocence given to me
innocence wanted by me
innocence tat wanted to be mine
innocence lost cause of a freind
innocence gained back by love
innocence crushed by evil
innocence covered by dark clouds
innocence revived with rainbow
innocence dun go away
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Innocence stolen without my permission
Innocence gone without my submission

Innocence lost through another’s plan
Innocence no longer for another man

Innocence turned to hatred and fear
Innocence gone, no man can come near

Innocence taken from a little girl’s heart
Innocence replaced by mistrust, you thought you were smart

Innocence disappears like dew in the sun
Innocence faded before it’s begun

Innocence obscured like a cloud over the moon
Innocence ripped away too soon