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Friday, February 27, 2009

PART 20

but wat? i forgot. see luh u! dun wan continue =.= loserzzz. x= okay negative side push AWAYYYYYY and zhenzhens meimei half way come out x=

lets see how this goes...

at the party ah the boys are staring at the girls and guess wat their doing! they are lookin at the girls and telling themselves how extremely normal they are. absolutely average in terms of every part from attitude to the way they carry themselves and everything. They are too used to girls that dress up. The only person without make up there was about no body. The grp rin was with seemed to all know manga and anime [LOLS yea my frens okay?]

-shun- wat the hell?? all of the people she hang out with are anime or manga lovers =.= like otakus everywhere! they draw they read they watch. wow.

-ralph- i nv new she was interested in this kind of thing o.o maybe thats why she isnt the type that dresses up?

-rin- oh mi gahhh i havent met these peeps for AGES AND AGES AND INFINATE AGES!!! SHO NICE TAH SEE ALL OF THEM AGAIN...

-saya-"OH MY GOSH. SHUN?"
-rin- oh i neu this was gonna come sooner or later...
-shun-ralph- shyt.
-zeiya-"OH MY GOODNESS KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" -shakes rin like mad-
-caian-"SHUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN" -shakes rin like mad as well-
-lica-"am i dreaming rin?"
-joady-"uve gotta be kidding me!"
-louis-"somebody pinch me..."
-miya-"oh my god theres another hot guy beside shun" -eyes start twinkling-

-ralph- oops attracted the wrong species. arghh.
-shun- tell me this isnt happening -smiles-
-rin-TWITCH- "yea i told u guys im a manager rite?" i dont think they heard me.

true enough they didnt. they just ran to shun like bees going to honey and causes rin's necklace to fall off and get stepped on... not to mention it was her favourite. but now its broken and on the floor. what does she do? she sits there and holds in her tears that fall off anyway. she picked up the remaining pieces as she held back her tears. of course, shun is too busy tryin tah reply the girls all at one shot. and ralph is enjoying the show. rin just walks off and out cause every one was just interested in the two guys and not in the reunion. imagine that. she just walked out of that posh hotel without eating any of the things she nv even heard of in her life, and would loved to have tried. [i know im lame just bare with me. ive been lame since 10 pm and i dont know why.]

-ralph-shun- where the hell is rin?
-shun- i dont wanna stay here...
-ralph- i wanna stay but not when im not the centre of attraction...
-shun-ralph- i wanna go back to the hotel!

-rin- stupid. idiots. bakas of the world! HOW COULD U. SO WAT IF HE IS SHUN? I SEE HIM EVERYDAY I DUN SEE WATS SHO SPECIAL. ITS SO BIAS. RALPH LOOKS WAY COOLER THAN SHUN ANYWAY. SO WHY CANT THEY GATHER ROUND RALPH INSTEAD? wait...i should be happy tat they gather around...ra- shun cause den ralph is alone and...my bf...rite? AND THATS NOT THE POINT! THEY RUINED MY FAVE NECKLACE! ANYWAY WHO CARES. IM OFF. IM NOT STAYING AND MY FRIENDS ARE AS I PREDICTED, ABSOLUTELY BOY CRAZY. sighh. one of the worst times of the day. it was so fun just now. now my moods just crushed cause of a crushed necklace...

shun and ralph finally manage to leave the girls wondering where 'the hell' rin went. They too were worried so they called her but she wouldnt reply. Her friends called her and she didnt reply. They gave up and went back to the hotel.

at the hotel already ah. the party failure luh no rin wat reunion huh? buaaaaka.

-ralph-"im gonna go to her place."

-shun-"if u do, ur really getting serious."

-ralph-"then wat do u propose i should do?"

-shun-"wait."

-ralph-"im not some wedded man that waits for his wife?"

-shun-"ill go."

-ralph-"ur kidding."

-shun-"no im not."

-ralph-"u love her?"

-shun-"no. but u do."

-ralph- at this point in time i am with him being with her... so i shouldnt anger him and instead i should let him go but...i dont want to. "yea i do. so i should go"

-shun-"no matter how u look at it, it isnt our fault."

-ralph- true it wasnt us it was her friends. In fact it was shun, not me. maybe she likes shun as well... "okay but still its ur fault for attracting so many girls. She probably hoped to catch up with them."

-shun-" but she already knew wat would happen!"

-ralph-"doesnt matter man! girls are different from us. Theyve got grudge."

-shun-"keh! like it helps!"

-ralph-"okay go go quick. before something happens."

-shun-like wat? -gets pushed out of the door before asking-

-ralph- man...that took some control and courage. almost went out myself =.= stupid me. -goes to slp but doesnt fall asleep-
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rin walks home stomping in every step and stupidly it starts to rain. she couldnt be bothered and continued walking and walking.

-rin- why on earth am i so angry? they did nothing wrong. i already expected those girls to go mad. This necklace can be replaced at a low price too even if its my favourite. I didnt think i would get upset but i am! ralph wasnt even bombarded with girls so i should be glad! Yet i am sho sho sho ANGRY!!! The stupid rain isnt helping and neither are these stupid stupid stupid make up. its running all over! ARGH today was SO fun. untill just now.

as u can see... the rain is raining on her...so...the outcome most ppl can guess ler ba?

-mami-"oh mi gah come in quickly and get into the bath. I just filled it for myself but u go in first. I am not letting u sleep in rain water!"

-rin-"yea i will."

-mami-"willing to spill?"

-rin-"maybe later"

-mami-"ok." oh dear. somethings reallly wrong today. i hope her shooting went well...

rin lowers herself into the nice warm bath in a terrible mood.

-rin- why the **** must shun attract so many stupid friends of mine. I dont know why i feel so freaking angry either! WHATS WRONG WITH THAT? ISNT IT LIKE...NORMAL?!?! But its cause of that my fave necklace broke...all the miss calls are frm them and they probably are worried but...ill just talk tmr. today im too tired. maybe its because of the shoot...or something.
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i do not think i successfully depicted her mood and i dun think i hinted enough so ill state it right out here. i do believe u can see she is jealous. and she doesnt know. and...she blames shun... so wat does she do?... ull see ^^ [truth is i forgot wat i was hinting while i typed the first sentence pls bare with me...]
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-door rings-mami answers-"oh hullo shun...did something happen today?"
-shun-"yeap. cos of me rin's friends kinda...left her to go crazy over me..."
-mami-"hmm..." so it wasnt the shoot...it was the reunion...
-shun-"she left before anything even started. i feel kinda bad so i came to apologize..."
-mami- oh such a good boy..."ohh dear. thanks for telling me. come on in. she is bathing at the moment but she should be out pretty soon." but if she left early why is she home so late? where on earth did she go?

mami goes into the bath rm to tell rin tat shun was outside and tat he was sry and tat she should forgive him and stuff but guess wat...

-mami-"rin...shun is outside waiting for u okay?"
-rin-"tell him im not gonna see him."
-mami-"dont be rude darling."
-rin-"i dont care"-almostcryingalready-
-mami-"well he is outside whether u like it or not."
-rin-"he can wait forever then."
-mami-SIGH-mutterstoherself-"girls"
-rin-"ur one too."
-mami-"yes i am ^^ "

rin says frm the bath rm...

"GET THE **** OUTTA MY HOUSE IN TEN U IDIOT PLAY BOY. IVE GOT NOTHING TO SAY TO U YOU WOMANIZER!"

-mami-SHOCK-"rin..."
-rin-"there u have it."
-mami-i nv knew she was so fierce o.o i guess there still are parts of my own daughter that i do not know..."naughty little girl!"-closes door-

-shun-SHOCKEDX100000-wth?-DEPRESSED-walks out without saying gdbye-
-ringringring- sms- im sure she will get over it, rin's mum
-shun- thanks mdm. i needed that.

shun goes back and tells the pretending to slp ralph and ralph blows his cover by rolling on the bed laughing. [ROFL] shun gets even more depressed. poor guy...
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-mami-"regretted yet?"
-rin-"no." i regret like shyt mami! oh no im getting vulgar x=
-mami-"suite urself! lights out."
-rin-"oyasumi[nite]"
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-shun-"u idiot friend of mine. i tell u wat happen and instead of consoling me u laugh KEH! some kinda friend u are."
-ralph-stillburstingwithlaughter-"sorraiz i just cant HAHA help it HAHAHAHA she HA SHE ACTUALLY AHAHAHAHAHA SAID HAHA THAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"
-shun-"ur just ruining my ever horrible mood man.=.="
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the next day at the company... shun and the tagging along ralph hears ALOT... of rumours spreading around...that shun was two timing with guys. Meaning not only is he a gay...he is a two timer =.= guess wat that did! i dont know if u wanna know but i sure wanna tell u! his reputation will go DOWN THE DRAIN ^^ GIRLS WILL HATE HIM... for tricking them... MWAHAHAHAHA[evil laughter]basically...the culprit is pure hearted little rin. how did she say that? out of anger. wat happened was tat...

-claury[sry for my bad naming sense]-"hey rin! ur early today! where's shun?"
-rin-"didnt come with him today"
-claury-"ohh...say do u know where he was last night?"
-rin-slightlyshocked[cause she shouted at him]-"w-why?"
-claury-"oh he was kinda wanted by raiya last night but they couldnt contact him..."
-rin-"oh haha maybe he was with ralph" i cant believe im lieing...but its true! they live together!
-claury-"oO who is that?"
-rin-"his mate"
-claury-"WAT THE...SHUN IS GAY?!?!"
-rin-slightly shocked-"no i meant his-----------"
-claury-runs off to tell other people-

somehow with all the broken messages and the gossip it turned out to be a horrendous rumour that spread like wild fire all the way outside the company and to all the fans of shun. There goes the company's reputation! Girls started coming in and asking about the truth of the matter and the phones wouldnt stop ringing with reporters and journalists. Shun was practically forced to stay in the company building for the rest of the day cause even the back door was bombarded!

-rin-oh mi gahh im sooooo sry shun... but i cant say it...not after wat happened yesterday. and he probably thinks its my fault. that i told a lie or something but...its not mine!! Not to mention i still blame HIM FOR MY NECKLACE!!!!

-shun- wth am i doing here. stuck here cause a bunch of girls and reporters are outside and bothering my work. All the directors that thought they wanted me to act in their show cause i was a playboy so i had romance background are calling up to check if its true that im gay and cancelling wat ever plans they had for me HAH! like i wasnt gay before! keh!

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omg... can u believe it? ME AS RITSUKE SAID TAT MY...MAIn CHARACTER...WAS GAY BEFORE?!?!?!!??!?!?!?!?!?! OH MI GAHHHHH HELP ME SOMEONE....

Innocence, hatsudo...
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Innocence stolen without my permission
Innocence gone without my submission

Innocence lost through another’s plan
Innocence no longer for another man

Innocence turned to hatred and fear
Innocence gone, no man can come near

Innocence taken from a little girl’s heart
Innocence replaced by mistrust, you thought you were smart

Innocence disappears like dew in the sun
Innocence faded before it’s begun

Innocence obscured like a cloud over the moon
Innocence ripped away too soon