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Saturday, January 31, 2009

A new story

inspiration from a dream i dreamt on the 1st of febuary at night, as well as from manga skip beat. (dream resembles my lovely samsoon)

main characters-
shun - famous actor (like ren)(looks like oguri shun but...diff)
rin - new manager (like kyoko but...no love me section nauh~!)

im gonna try to make the story link but my dream only consisted of ONE PART. tat part ill italic so ull noe ^^ the rest is just some parts i thought up from skip beat and my name is kim sam soon as well as my own junk so...keke enjoy^^

My name is rin and I am the manager of one of japan's top actors, shun. now, im in a plane going to tokyo from austrailia to return 'home' from a shooting in austrailia, with shun sitting on the seat beside me.

I was thinking about the whole shoot from osaka when shun suddenly called out and said, "rin! ur seat belt's unbuckled." I was a little dazed so all i replied was "huh?" he sighed and bent over to buckle my seat belt for me, making me all shocked and flushed! All i managed to do was to look down, fumble with my fingers and stammer, "a-a-ari-arigatou". I was too embarrassed to look at shun so i dont know what his expression is but oh how i wish i could look up to see!

We spent the whole journey either sleeping or planning but even though i showed i was sleeping, i couldnt fall asleep...somehow no matter how hard i tried i just couldnt. When the plane finally landed, my eyes were bloodshot and i barely had the energy to stagger out of the plane!! Even though i was the manager, shun ended up doing everything from carrying the luggages to avoiding girl fans that were climbing over barricades to flagging a taxi all by himself. Why a taxi instead of a chaffeur? All because I FORGOT TO CALL FOR HIM =.= AHHHH...im gonna lose my job =.=... but then when i thought all this out loud, all shun said was "nah i wont let that happen. relax!"

Sometimes, i just dont know if im a manager, or a burden. The only reason why a newbie manager like me was to be shun's manager was because his manager was transfered to make another new talent into a star and for me to gain experience on how to be a manager. Three months ago at the age of twenty i FINALLY PASSED THE STUPID*canceltat* license to be a manager! Although i became shun's manager two months ago, after meeting him, he went to austrailia to do a shooting with his old manager for the last time while i was being trained by his old manager. I really look up to that mr kuchiki. He did the job of training me and managing shun at the same time! he is amazing...sighh.

i was just thinking all that in a taxi on the way to a hotel because shun's house is actually under ranovation making it impossible for him to return home. Once again shun iterupts my thoughts by asking, "what are you thinking about that you havent said a word since just now?" I couldnt possibly tell him i was thinking all that could i?!?! so i blatently said "sleep"...OH MI GAH I REGRETTED THAT LIKE CRAZY...HOW COULD I HAVE SAID TAT!!!!!!! Although i must admit i dislike shun quite alot but...I DIDNT MEAN TAH BE SHO RUDEEEEEE...somehow i think my face showed my embarressment and shun just laughed...=.=

Well...as for WHY I DISLIKE HIM...number one, he smokes. number two, he is a playboy. number three, he drinks too much wine but never gets too drunk. numbet four, its hard to understand him. number three, he makes my life too easy i feel guilty. yea this list can continue for very long but those are the main points.

URGH I WAS JUST THINKING OF HOW HORRID HE WAS when we reached the hotel. I dont think i need to say this but shun carried three huge luggages all the way to the reception counter

I being a poor kid was, as usual, shocked at the richness of a 6star hotel. He was checking in to the hotel with our passports and all when i, after looking around at the gold and sparkly hotel i wasnt used to, held on the one of the luggages and slid down underneath the reception counter right below shun. I stared up at his face and he asked me, "what are you doing down there?" and my silly reply came straight outta my brain before i could think i already replied, "i didnt get to look at you properly other than your photo from the internet so know im looking" he gave a pfft look and smiled with a slight chuckle. me being me did something weird again and pouted, "well sry bout tat." and he replied with a "lol"...

(outta the story but in my dream shun didnt exactly look like oguri shun and neither did i...i kinda was thinner n taller i think or maybe he was shorter kekeke...then his face wasnt so long, his eyes were bigger, and the top portion of his hair was loosely tied up. i really duno where all this come frm but probably frm somewhere...i noe tat i was dressed up really differently...i think my hair was shorter and not layered and i was wearing jeans? well i new the jacket looked PINK...gah i think i dun really rmb. everythin was blurry. AND BY THE WAY...in the dream i absolutely loved him. now im just writting like this for story sake ^^ this is not the end of my dream but...half ^^)

EHEM EHEM...TATS THE WHOLE ACT. TAT STUPID PLAY BOY ACT. THE ACT ALL GIRLS FALL FOR URGH I JUST WANNA BOX UP TAT CUTE FACE. YES I ADMIT IT. HE LOOKS SUPER COOL AND SUPER CUTE FOR DIFFERENT SHOWS AND DIFFERENT SCENES. GAH. Somehow i wanted to be a manager to be able to help an actor or actress be different from others. to not have the habit all the others have like smoking, drinking, and sleeping with any other person because of an first impression. I hated the articles of the bad things actors and actresses did i decided to be a manager to change even if it was only a little bit of that.


(addition- i think if the reception girls saw him they would really go gah but tat didnt happen int he dream so im adding ir here...if u read it hehe)

Innocence, hatsudo...
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