Saturday, January 31, 2009
A new story
inspiration from a dream i dreamt on the 1st of febuary at night, as well as from manga skip beat. (dream resembles my lovely samsoon)
main characters-
shun - famous actor (like ren)(looks like oguri shun but...diff)
rin - new manager (like kyoko but...no love me section nauh~!)
im gonna try to make the story link but my dream only consisted of ONE PART. tat part ill italic so ull noe ^^ the rest is just some parts i thought up from skip beat and my name is kim sam soon as well as my own junk so...keke enjoy^^
My name is rin and I am the manager of one of japan's top actors, shun. now, im in a plane going to tokyo from austrailia to return 'home' from a shooting in austrailia, with shun sitting on the seat beside me.
I was thinking about the whole shoot from osaka when shun suddenly called out and said, "rin! ur seat belt's unbuckled." I was a little dazed so all i replied was "huh?" he sighed and bent over to buckle my seat belt for me, making me all shocked and flushed! All i managed to do was to look down, fumble with my fingers and stammer, "a-a-ari-arigatou". I was too embarrassed to look at shun so i dont know what his expression is but oh how i wish i could look up to see!
We spent the whole journey either sleeping or planning but even though i showed i was sleeping, i couldnt fall asleep...somehow no matter how hard i tried i just couldnt. When the plane finally landed, my eyes were bloodshot and i barely had the energy to stagger out of the plane!! Even though i was the manager, shun ended up doing everything from carrying the luggages to avoiding girl fans that were climbing over barricades to flagging a taxi all by himself. Why a taxi instead of a chaffeur? All because I FORGOT TO CALL FOR HIM =.= AHHHH...im gonna lose my job =.=... but then when i thought all this out loud, all shun said was "nah i wont let that happen. relax!"
Sometimes, i just dont know if im a manager, or a burden. The only reason why a newbie manager like me was to be shun's manager was because his manager was transfered to make another new talent into a star and for me to gain experience on how to be a manager. Three months ago at the age of twenty i FINALLY PASSED THE STUPID*canceltat* license to be a manager! Although i became shun's manager two months ago, after meeting him, he went to austrailia to do a shooting with his old manager for the last time while i was being trained by his old manager. I really look up to that mr kuchiki. He did the job of training me and managing shun at the same time! he is amazing...sighh.
i was just thinking all that in a taxi on the way to a hotel because shun's house is actually under ranovation making it impossible for him to return home. Once again shun iterupts my thoughts by asking, "what are you thinking about that you havent said a word since just now?" I couldnt possibly tell him i was thinking all that could i?!?! so i blatently said "sleep"...OH MI GAH I REGRETTED THAT LIKE CRAZY...HOW COULD I HAVE SAID TAT!!!!!!! Although i must admit i dislike shun quite alot but...I DIDNT MEAN TAH BE SHO RUDEEEEEE...somehow i think my face showed my embarressment and shun just laughed...=.=
Well...as for WHY I DISLIKE HIM...number one, he smokes. number two, he is a playboy. number three, he drinks too much wine but never gets too drunk. numbet four, its hard to understand him. number three, he makes my life too easy i feel guilty. yea this list can continue for very long but those are the main points.
URGH I WAS JUST THINKING OF HOW HORRID HE WAS when we reached the hotel. I dont think i need to say this but shun carried three huge luggages all the way to the reception counter
I being a poor kid was, as usual, shocked at the richness of a 6star hotel. He was checking in to the hotel with our passports and all when i, after looking around at the gold and sparkly hotel i wasnt used to, held on the one of the luggages and slid down underneath the reception counter right below shun. I stared up at his face and he asked me, "what are you doing down there?" and my silly reply came straight outta my brain before i could think i already replied, "i didnt get to look at you properly other than your photo from the internet so know im looking" he gave a pfft look and smiled with a slight chuckle. me being me did something weird again and pouted, "well sry bout tat." and he replied with a "lol"...(outta the story but in my dream shun didnt exactly look like oguri shun and neither did i...i kinda was thinner n taller i think or maybe he was shorter kekeke...then his face wasnt so long, his eyes were bigger, and the top portion of his hair was loosely tied up. i really duno where all this come frm but probably frm somewhere...i noe tat i was dressed up really differently...i think my hair was shorter and not layered and i was wearing jeans? well i new the jacket looked PINK...gah i think i dun really rmb. everythin was blurry. AND BY THE WAY...in the dream i absolutely loved him. now im just writting like this for story sake ^^ this is not the end of my dream but...half ^^)
EHEM EHEM...TATS THE WHOLE ACT. TAT STUPID PLAY BOY ACT. THE ACT ALL GIRLS FALL FOR URGH I JUST WANNA BOX UP TAT CUTE FACE. YES I ADMIT IT. HE LOOKS SUPER COOL AND SUPER CUTE FOR DIFFERENT SHOWS AND DIFFERENT SCENES. GAH. Somehow i wanted to be a manager to be able to help an actor or actress be different from others. to not have the habit all the others have like smoking, drinking, and sleeping with any other person because of an first impression. I hated the articles of the bad things actors and actresses did i decided to be a manager to change even if it was only a little bit of that.
(addition- i think if the reception girls saw him they would really go gah but tat didnt happen int he dream so im adding ir here...if u read it hehe)
Innocence, hatsudo...
8:59 PM
zetsubo
gah...im sho like gonna dieeeee
i got like sho much tah say...so much to do...
and i cant type them all!!
so first thing is
dimples are sho awfully cute...
but i dun hav them X.z
next is...
KUROGANE IS HOT. but i duno why i suddenly tot that way...tsubasa chronicles shaoran is kinda...girly sho he aint tat nice...in cardcaptor he was sho much cuter...sighhz
third...
mami says tat i can as many * as i want.
* i wan type in jap but i forgot the word o.o...but another word for it is...
KOIBITO ^^
fourth...
id love tah thank lak for all the songs she converted and sent to me ^^ thx lots!
fifth...
audi sale mi loves u!!! i bought sho many things its gonna be hard tah wear them all! but they are all *not like me* i wonder why...
sixth...
i wish i had a playlist with all my favourite songs so i nv had tah stop listening...LAK JUST GRANTED HALF OF TAT WISH BY SENDING ME LOTSA STUFF IVE ALWAYS WANTED ^^ THXXXXXXXX!!!! TYTYTYVMVMVMVM!!!!
seventh...
married through blind date yet blindly in love. holding hands at the brink of death! OH THE ROMANCE...gahh. its too much. people stare in awe at the affection nv shown from stern faces! yet oh sickness brings change and courage! *do i sound weird?*
eighth...
one death bed made two graves dug... a cursed being cast, two graves are dug.
nineth...
nagareboshi aint gonna help but...S.O.S.
tenth...
sec three is really different. the hw piling and everything...i think i will fail myself miserably. now i tell mi chichiue. i will try tah prac piany everyday! and violin atleast twice a week for now! KAES?!?! help mi there haha ^^
kae after saying ten things my mind is quite sain. well thx for reading if yah did ^^
Innocence, hatsudo...
6:26 AM
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
kae im not really sneezing but its amazing how dense some ppl can get.
including me unfortunately for me.
maybe its not just tat ppl are dense..
but its tat ppl dun get things the same way others do?...
ohwells. i duno if i should type things clearer or something
but stuff tat makes sense to me doesnt always make sense to others.
and im not saying i nv say huh to ppl.....teeheehee...=x
so...maybe im pretty much dense as well.
so much for saying tat so n so is sho dense i could die TEEHEEHEE...
the reason for the teardrops on my pillow is...
myself. at the moment anyway ^^ *kaes maybe chichiue .__.*
hmm....i think tat.... my silly bloggie is getting a bit boring...
HMM... so i collected some ang paos this year n i got lesser than last year but haha nvmnvm ^^
hmm... wat else?? i dun really noe...
lets see...my jiji is in hospital doing operation n my baba is vry vry sick...
my chichi is angry n slpy...my haha is muggertoad much. i am...super in trouble cause im not studying n not doing my hw...oh sharks. yea its hard stuff...i cant believe i can play n stuff when my hw is piling like maddddd....kae i go prac piano ba or mami will get super upset! GAHH...
oh n my chichiue is with mi...well im with him...n thinkin of him makes me cry...i duno why?...im listening to a happy song but mi tears are rollin down...dun wanna electric shock my pc do i?? X.z haha ^^ well i hope mi doesnt leave chichiue anytime soon.^^ mi loves mi chichiue!!! YAY cyaa little post ^^ bet much aint understood but heck teeheehee ^^
Innocence, hatsudo...
2:05 AM
Monday, January 26, 2009
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MI GOING CRAZY LER!!!!!!!!
KOREAN SONG CRAZY!!!!!!!
more songs im comin tah like!!!!!~~
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ALL SHO NICENICENICE!!!!!!!
TEEHEEHEE!!!! mi loves tah singsingsing! mi loves tah listenlistenlisten!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOTS WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE SWEEEEEEEEEET ^^
wonder girls- nobody
se7en- crazy / la la la / baby i like you like that / passion / STYLE / I know
bi/rain- its raining / im coming / only you / (some i forgot? =x)
bigbang- haru haru / WITH YOU (i think? >_<) / (some i forgot? =xx)
whisung- angel / (some i forgot? =xxx)
kae...now im not gonna list anymore or i think ill take forever muchie? >_< mi lovelove musicccccc ^^ YAY!!!!! kae...now for rdmness muchie
WHITE = HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yea im crazy ^^
Innocence, hatsudo...
2:54 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
tats gonna be the name of the rm im in when i wanna just miss the whole song n listen to audi songs...kae now farienheit,SHE, jjlin, by2 is reigning audi lobby? im just dead tired of chinese lols. i didnt hand in my hw!! AHHHH *dies* teeheehee
TMR GONNA GO BUGIS WITH SHER...YAYS HEEHEE...i dao clara n zhen >_< gommenasai!! ohwells...tmr gonna go bugis!! YAY kae im gonna keep repeating tat line lols! ohwells... tmr is like cny celebration but chinese teacher wants chinese spelling o.o...AWW MANNNNN NOW I NEED TAH MEMORISE MORE STUFF SIAAAAA SOBBIES?!?!ohwells...now i noe how tah write mostly all...but i dun memorise the meanings n han yu pin yin!! I WILL DIE TMR LORS!!!!!! ARGHHHHH WAT AM I DOING HERE TYPING?!?! tmr i lazy bring shoes sho in school shoes...but clothes....HMMM I GOT NO IDEA...i wan play audi...now got beat up team...and sho many moremoremore stuff!!!!!!! i wanwanwannnnnnn haha ohwells nvm ba ^^ tmr then play? i gonna chiong piano ler! cant play ler cause rite exam is like in a few weeks? im sho like DUH DEAD MEAT??!! ROASTED LIAOZ LER LAHH oh mi gah!! HELP MIIIIIII teeheehee i wanna play! but then got sho much hw...sobbies? ohwells...AHHH HELPHELPHELP!!!!! TIMES PASSING SHO FAST IM GONNA DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE!!!!! NYANYANYA ^^ kae tat helps with destressing n...SPAMMING HEEHEE NITEX PEEPS ^^ nitey all....hav a gd nite rest...n have a blessed CNY 2009 ^^ LETS GO LETS GO GO PEEPS GO! HEEHEE
Innocence, hatsudo...
6:09 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
kya my eyes feel like closing!!!!
but im not gonna let them close!
i got sho many many many hw tat i nv do!! IM GONNA DIE LOLS
STILL CAN LAUGH HUH?? x_X xXxXxXxXxXx KYA?!?!
HOW LEHH still got time blog meh>?!?!!?!? NO WOR
wat i doing here sia?!?! ARGHHHH IM GONNA DIE OF...I DUNO WAT!
hwhwhwhwhwh dun pile on me!!!
ARGH lols. TMR I WILL...DIE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
actually ill die on thurs. not on wed. then on fri ill be saved. then on sat ill die again....LOLS <_< will understand wat i mean HEHEHEHEH ohwells...WOODYAN!!!! PUNPUN NEEDS UR HELP NYA!!!!!!! LOLLLLLIPOP
Innocence, hatsudo...
5:42 AM
Monday, January 19, 2009
i realise i dun noe wat i want.
i realise i dun understand alot of stuff.
i realise that times passing faster n faster as i age.
i realise that im getting older than i like to be.
i realise that many thingy arent known tah me.
i realise that i wanna noe alot of stuff tat i dun.
i realise that school is getting harder.
i realise that homework is piling more often.
i realise that i gotta start soon or ill nv start.
i realise that im a vry ill disciplined person.
i realise that i tend to say things i dont mean.
i realise that i like tah tease ppl.
i realise that teasing people dun giv gd feeling except zhen. *cause she laughs n dun mind >_< *
i realise that ive been typing the words i realise for many lines.
i realise that ive been naughty n not doing my hw but posting.
i realise that im horrid at hw.
i realise that im probably fated to die tmr.
i realise that no ones gonna be able tah help me.
i realise that im not helping myself.
i realise that i should start now.
i relaise that i shouldnt be blogging now.
i realise that i wanna noe more stuff.
i realise that i wan many things
i realise that i wan stuff yet i duno wat i want.
i realise that im indecisive.
i realise that im getting someones bugg.
i dun realise whos.
tats for today. hehe.
nothing funny? sad... havent been out much. on fri going shopping or karaoke i alsho duno. i just hope i hav fun where ever i go. dun feel like daoing anyone. but cant help it can i? sadd. sry sher. i prefer karaoke to shopping. but then... id rather sher than...oh nvm. ill see how it goes....lalala slpy? nahh im supposed tah go now cyaa ^^
Innocence, hatsudo...
6:23 AM
Saturday, January 17, 2009
im getting dragged deeper into the darkness...
domoto koichi-how deep is ur heart
love tat song...
se7en-la la la, crazy, baby i like you like that, passion
bigbang- haru haru
DBSK-mirotic
oh mi gah im going crazy with nice songs tat im listening too untill i get sick of. haha ohwells my life is now like...normal? i duno haha! well i guess im happier alittle cause these few days you ren pei wo sms wor...haha! but den ahh my phone bill gonna over shoot if this continues...so i think tmr i will just shut the phone sia...im sho glad msn is free...SIGHHHH last time i got 1000 free i dun use. now i got 500 free only i use alotalotalot bit wrong timing ba!! ohwells be glad got free de ba haha! now plotting graphs n listening to la la la on my blog wor haha
naruto is out! and bleach too of course...aiyo must wait once a week bit sian lar...skip beat alsho...but skip beat i not in suspense cause i read the manga haha! the main prob is STUPID NARUTO N BAKA BLEACH! cleach untill white white de! LOL nono i mean tat wait vry longlong ler...=.= years n years n years...52 eps a year only lehh!! unless got one hr special then bitbit more...OH YEA HOR NEW YEAR...I WONDER WAT FUNNY THING THEY GOT AHAHA!! kae im pretty happy today...i duno if this is wat emo means but im feeling sad n crying over...nothing?? i duno wat my hearts troubled with but it sure loves tah cry...
Innocence, hatsudo...
5:45 AM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
its only 9.22pm but i feel as if i could just drop tah bed now. its those sleepy periods again always between nine n ten. argh doing chinese hw n getting really bored. wheres tat 100k bonus points for wherebouts of bicycle sia lollipop. yea its just for competition lar not tat impt de but still nice hehehe dx
kae not sho slpy ler. i wan get high some time but not today. cause now wan do chinese if high then cant do chinese ler o.o haha well now rite...i wan listen crazy!but my chinese not really progressing n mami comin home soon ler!! xd AHHH jyjy wor atashi!! D: must get bout 450 words out of my small brain! 500 if possible!! KYAAAA im quite happy with my new blog skin ^^ gonna stick with it for a wee while then maybe ill get bored n change again haha ^^ but this blog the template SUPER LONG cause got much movement!! if u realise rite, at the hulloz part got moving words then the top part is moving de then the mouse move alsho moving de all these take up like ALOT OF WORDS SIA. the template super long must scroll like xiao haha ^^
i feel like takin the template n transplant into my other bloggie!! haha! maybe i should start finding out how tah do these stuff myself o.o then no need copy other ppl ler >_< haha ^^
campcampcamp CAMPFIRES BURNING NOW CAMPIRES BURNING NOW~
camp fires burning in the dark dark night u go Oooooyea shaky shaky yea!
HAHA!!!!! SHO FUNNNN
TONIGHT WILL BE THE NIGHT TAT I WILL FALL FOR U/ASLEEP OVER AGAIN
OR I WUN LIVE TO SEE ANOTHER DAY I SWEAR ITS TRUE
CAUSE GIRL U ARE IMPOSSIBLE TAH FIND!!
ur way to BEAUTIFUL GIRL tats why itll nv work! u make me suicidal suicidal when u say its over!
damn all these BEAUTIFUL GIRLS the only wanna do ur dirt they make u suicidalx2 when they say its over!!!!! KYA AHHAHAAHAHAHA
ok my remix. ur just too beautiful girl theres no need tah ask for more u make me suicidal suicidal because i am addicted to u AHAHAHAHAHA but i will nv sing this to a girl cause im...straight =.= HEHE
Innocence, hatsudo...
5:23 AM
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
aiyo me ah me ah...me nv post vry long cause...
if i blog bout camp its gonna take forever...
and now got so many things going on so bit funnnny haha.
well all in all...i dun think ill blog everyday anymore with all the hw n stuff...
sec three really sec three ler lehhh first thing in the morning got tah prepare speech memorise somemore =.= then chinese got reflections...and blablabla not vry nice start rite? ohwells now i wan talk bout camp but tat will take me like wat? five days? lolllipop well i'll go slow n type bit by bit wun i?
my trainer is miq. im in grp se7en and our grp name is di-di-di-di-di the gun sound thingy get wat i mean?? haha ^^ we learnt many many cheers from miq and got many funny stuff too HEHE...i scared i forget them sia. but write here bit diao...=.= me indesicive lollipop. i like the finger poking one cause me likes tah poke ppl *smirk* lollipop ohwells its half true lah huh? our other half of the class trainer is peiping. but tat side ppl i dun rly noe lar huh? >_< then got one vry *noisey* rowdy lar then he is called marcus and he is...a cute face perv plus a bike theif! HEHE *no offence* well tat all for now...oh n one more thing. abs guy + flying fox guy vry hilarious =.= i climb up to the vry high high place then i reach he say...welcome collect a number ticket and get in the queue pls...*DIAO* but make me laugh sehhh then doing abs tat time ah...i swing n hit the guy HEHE then twice somemore LOLLIPOP then finally go downnn...then u noe tv they will jump off wall n on wall de so i tot i should then the guy tell me no stunts! *tat call stunt ah? o.o"* then finally come down miq was like HUH WHEN U COME DOWN?? i nv see...*LOLLLLLLIPOPPPPP* i got nothin tah say tah these ppl ==
Innocence, hatsudo...
1:24 AM
