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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

ending with the same phrase
aint very much my style
but since its for u
ill give it a try

haha.
wat u think of that?
me wanna be cute.
thats random.
but true
and the fullstops are from jan.
i think im just gaining more and more stuff jan does.
i dunnoe y.
at least not as much as her.
HEHE
yay!
me played bout 4 games with...
dunno wat name but got blood or bloody in his name.
was it bloodyresistance or somethin?
NAH,
where did THAT come from??
oh wells.
i guess if i see him again ill remember.
he same as zhenyi lvl 12
but he misses alot.
i wonder if his pc laggs...
hmm

Innocence, hatsudo...
5:33 AM


Friday, April 25, 2008

wishing i could play with u
while time does not allow me to
watching the snow wall off the panes
im wishing more and more to see ur pains
with the screams in ur heart
that calls out strongly for mine

i say to you
i wish you byebye

Innocence, hatsudo...
5:53 AM


somehow...
my titles are getting toooo
familiar...
sho are my storys..
i wish i could have written
*mada mada dane*
instead of
*you've still got a long way to go*
in my compo...
HUZZZZZZZZZZZ
oh wells.
thats just some silly translation i came up with on a whim though..
ARGH
sho much for eng.
now must PRAC FOR CHINESE
I CANT BELIEVE I FELL SICK
AGAIN!
horrid.
JUST HORRID.
with fullstops EVERYWHERE

Innocence, hatsudo...
1:11 AM


Tuesday, April 22, 2008

today....
is one of the worst days...
of my life...
huzzzzzzzzzzzz
the realization of wat a useless person i am
i went on audi yesterday and there was this guy chracter
who could talk japanese in romanji HAHA
me was sho happy!
all me frens say me like the boy but really...
even if it were a girl id be happy...
huzzzzzzzzzz
he got more perfects than me....-.-

Innocence, hatsudo...
12:59 AM


Sunday, April 20, 2008

i thought i was happy but now im down again..

i think i noe y

but i wont say nothin bout it..

huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

tilll next time me frens

ive given up on changing my name to something else

yeps

ive given up

Innocence, hatsudo...
7:03 AM


Friday, April 18, 2008

HAHA too bad for jan i still will use this word.
anyways...
i think im REALLY trying to cultivate my feelings of envy...
i dunno y but i am..
of course i wont say too who and stuff
other than not having myopia
but really...
im not getting very much more envious OR better for that matter
cause im just not competitive..
i wish i could really feel that im no good and strive..
like many others...
cool...
yet...
not cool...
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anyway...
thats that. my life and me.
im the main character yet im not.
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
here goes nothin.

Innocence, hatsudo...
5:36 AM


Wednesday, April 16, 2008

yeayeayea...
me envious of many things
though me shouldnt
me envious of jan for not needing to wear specs
me envious of....
nahhh
i wouldnt wanna spill all me secrets here
though having perfect eyesight is not a secret!
HAHA
im envious of EVERYONE who doesnt need to wear spectacles..
not just jan *sorry bout that*
hehe
me wanna play audi!
this post and the previous on in other blog kinda similiar...
funny...

hen na ko...
today the conan is 3 ep continous sho me decided to watch tmr but its sho SHOBBING SHAD!!!

Innocence, hatsudo...
6:03 AM


Tuesday, April 15, 2008

ill sleep early
and finish speech tmr
i sho not happy i need tah stay back tmr...
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
not that scholars not fun but ....
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i hate hate hate exams!!!!!!!!!!
humph.

Innocence, hatsudo...
6:57 AM


Monday, April 14, 2008

YAY!
i influenced the KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA
mood to zhenyi!
YAY~
played audi 3 songs today...
huzzzzzzzzzzz
shi-ah-wa-se!!
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
come and get me! is the song im listening to right now...no...
its called purity of....ur smile. KYAAAAAAAAAA
nice name
has a nice ring to it.

Innocence, hatsudo...
6:41 AM


Saturday, April 12, 2008

im glad for my life!
...wat am i saying?
lets just say i love the positive stuff i just read!
i wish for a happy life!
ill pray for one too!
yay!
haha
i love audi,maple,
i wanna give flowers to someone...
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
someonesomeonesomeone...
dun feel pain too soon peeps
ull regret it

Innocence, hatsudo...
7:56 AM


Thursday, April 10, 2008

todae was cool.
nothing but freshness...
or thats wat i wanna say...
and not wat really happened.
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
this always happens...
kyaaa~
i wanna feel the freshness around...
mori sempai is real nice with leaves...
when takashi smiles he looks like his brother though....
AHHHHHH
i just cant get stuff outta my mind anymore...
let the thoughts and pictures flow...
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i hate projects...
i used to love them..
and i dun get wat i want though i have sho many things already...
im really sad....
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
cause i dun get things i want..
yet i do!
cyaaa~

Innocence, hatsudo...
7:10 AM


Monday, April 7, 2008

click a little below here and hold down for post.
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i love case closed
~edogawaconan~=~kudoshinichi~=~ogurishun~
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
i just love shinichi!
i just love conan!
i just love ran!
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
兰爱可南
i dun think i got the words right....
but still....
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
to my life.

Innocence, hatsudo...
2:59 AM


Wednesday, April 2, 2008

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
is still the way i feel
and the way i wanna feel
plus the way i hate tah peel
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
wat am i saying??
pplpplppl,
i am lazy, a noob, and a slowpoke.
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
huzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i must really be mad...insane...
BECAUSE OF ALICE ACADAMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
music was totally fun today.
i and xingyi made such a lovely melody!
the chorus is a failure though...
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
as u should see im still feeling kyaaa
i dun wanna stop feeling kyaaa
feeling kyaaa makes me hyper
feeling kyaaa makes me high!
KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Innocence, hatsudo...
6:29 AM


Tuesday, April 1, 2008

dun use this word. its horrible. clara used it without noeing sho im warning everyone now.

yaro means d*c*
if u still dun get me, *i*k
there.
nv use it.
unless u really wanna be vulgar.
enough of that. i shall create a poem on the whim. right now. this instant. and i havent started.
no inpiration.
nothing at all.

______________________________________________________________

the days i had with you were fun
i think i really fell in love once
with you even when u hav a girl
i dun think u noe.
yet i guess u do
kyaaaa
is wat i wanna do
_________________________
a box of clothes just for me
wrapped up in ribbons and frills
who is it from?
just great.
the bell just HAD to ring and destroy my thoughts
this is a true story.
except for the present.
__________________________
my oh my did i get a scare
when the door banged and my sister scrammed
being scared and all
she stayed by my side
crouching towards me
KYAAAAAAAAAAA
aint she cute
kyaaaaaaaaa
to kuya
the name of a character
i plan to have in my story
cause of my many typing errors
that end up with kuya instead of kya

Innocence, hatsudo...
4:28 AM


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ritsuke's innocence~

innocence given to me
innocence wanted by me
innocence tat wanted to be mine
innocence lost cause of a freind
innocence gained back by love
innocence crushed by evil
innocence covered by dark clouds
innocence revived with rainbow
innocence dun go away
innocence come back to me
by ritsuke~

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Innocence stolen without my permission
Innocence gone without my submission

Innocence lost through another’s plan
Innocence no longer for another man

Innocence turned to hatred and fear
Innocence gone, no man can come near

Innocence taken from a little girl’s heart
Innocence replaced by mistrust, you thought you were smart

Innocence disappears like dew in the sun
Innocence faded before it’s begun

Innocence obscured like a cloud over the moon
Innocence ripped away too soon