im so dead im so dead im SO DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i didnt post for SO LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i had a funny dream today.....i fell in love with some boy.......his name was ryan........i think we were at some camp..........and i was asking him questions.....i dunno why but i wrote the questions down as i asked them......ryan laughed at every quetion i asked.....hmm........wierdo.......I also remember that at night time when i was in bed, i was thinking to myself, 'Dont think so much girl! just love him and thats that...' or something like that........then i sat up on the bed and saw many many spiders crawling.......i ran out and saw my father sleeping on the floor in my house and then i saw my father again sleeping at the sofa chair in front of the tv in my house and i was wondering y there were two fathers but i went to the next sofa infront of the bigger tv and was clearing stuff from it to prepare to sleep there when.......i woke up......then i had this horrible tummy ache and stayed in the toilet for 45 mins........yuck.....and puke.......someone save me........
POEMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i missed out so much writting im gonna go out FULL FORCE TODAY!!!!!
ok maybe not full force cause i cant find my notebook......things that dont make sense....
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i went to the sea and picked shellsup.
i spotted a starfish, three sea urchins and buckets of fish.
the water awaits with longing
and i abide with giving..... __________________________________
if love was rationed...
how mach would one get??
how would it be rationed??
how can it be equal in sets?? ______________________________________
if scarfs and shawls were popular,
how many should i buy?
if scarfs and shawls were popular,
how many would you buy?
if scarfs and shawls were popular
how many would we buy?
i tell you...
dont bother to think anymore
we dont have money and scarves and shawls arent popular anyway! __________________________________________________
come here butterfly
now dont you fly away.
tell me how you like my garden
say you like urs more
then lead me to it!
show me how good it is
and if it is good,
youve got a deal!
the gardens will be under bells in 10 weeks! ____________________________
these dont make sense i didnt have inspiration im sorry.......GAH i think its to troublesome to continue so thats all for now....
Innocence, hatsudo...
7:23 PM
`tHE ExORciSt`
~ ritsuke
~ The Black Order
~ 14~15 years still in training
`l0vES`
~ fwens+family^^
~ happiness
~ laughing
~ playing
`n0TiCE BoARd`
warning warning
the exorcists
might kill you
for the wrong info
innocence given to me
innocence wanted by me
innocence tat wanted to be mine
innocence lost cause of a freind
innocence gained back by love
innocence crushed by evil
innocence covered by dark clouds
innocence revived with rainbow
innocence dun go away
innocence come back to me
by ritsuke~
this one came with the blogskin =x
Innocence stolen without my permission
Innocence gone without my submission
Innocence lost through another’s plan
Innocence no longer for another man
Innocence turned to hatred and fear
Innocence gone, no man can come near
Innocence taken from a little girl’s heart
Innocence replaced by mistrust, you thought you were smart
Innocence disappears like dew in the sun
Innocence faded before it’s begun
Innocence obscured like a cloud over the moon
Innocence ripped away too soon
