Thursday, July 26, 2007
about my days are all squashed in walkin on water...didnt write much these days....i did continue those i wrote half way so her goes nothing!(never better)(san said that to examiner and examiner used that for other examinees...HAHA)_______________________________________water..............being the base of my drink..........it evaporates and I dont get to drink it ever.......__________________________________________death................is when everything is revealed............to the human............to the carcase..................to the soul.................it may not be everything................but it is everything....................._______________________________________you wont noe how to satisfy me..........you dont noe and will never noe.........but yet............................ur the only one who is.................even close.....................to satisfying....................ME................................................................______________________________________
Innocence, hatsudo...
5:52 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
YAY...the forum has something new again and it is FUN!!!!!!!!ill fill in for yesterday and todaes poem.....sorrai for not posting.....my dad keeps telling me to shut down the pc in the middle of something......WAHHHHHHHHH.....i dont really like the rainbow church thingy...but my father is helping them so i guess i have to somehow get to noe them but...............WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but something very funny happened......i told one girl i was in sec 1 zhong yi....the guy heard and thought i was zhong yi as in doctor.....I LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY.........................................................................................................................(not noeing wat to wear....i wore the sundress thingy with high heels......GAGAGAGAno way......i was like THE ONLY GIRL IN A SKIRT!!!!no way am i wearing a skirt there ever AGAIN!!!!)ok....i wrote like three poems and two half way....i decided to put them all here....todae ones....will be thought up from now in the other bloggie........here goes nothing...____________________________________do water and wind make rainbows???if they do....why not make one every moment.......the wind blows over water???????_______________________________________mix and match of clothes.........should only be done...........when to people are choosing it together........._________________________________________if sickness is wat you get.....that is wat you got......if joy is wat you get.......joy is wat you got.......but...wat if i get both????then wat did i get??????______________________________________________
Innocence, hatsudo...
5:14 AM
Friday, July 20, 2007
TODAE was speech day...choir performed...HAHA...i forgot my....bra..................GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA...nwm....cant be helped....WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!but over all it was fine....the chinese dance girls were super good even though the song cut off half way...they were only like.....1/4 a minute fast!!!AND they still were really quite in SYNC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my goodness.....THEY ARE GOOD....the mordern dance this time not too nice....actually...i think that malay dance has the characteristics of wat supposed to be in modern dance....in modern dance...MANY things are suppose to happen at once....but they are not doing that while the malay dance girl ARE............SWITCH OF INSTRUCTOR PLEASE!!!.....but i guess it cant be helped....WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!i didnt really make any poems...but i did...so here it is...kiss me...kiss me sweet....kiss me....kiss me long....hold me....hold me close....keep me close to your face....where ill never fall.....stare at me....stare as if youve never stared at anything else before.......(sorrai jan...i kindda took the KISS ME part....hehe)
Innocence, hatsudo...
5:05 AM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
today was another ordinary day....yesterday night i thought i finished all my hw...i didnt even realise that it was already 12am....but when i was packing i found out that i havent done my shinese hw....GAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGAGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i had to stay up untill 1am...WAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!todae i have no choir cause miss grace not in singapore...i totally forgot about yesterday when every single choir member didnt noe if there was choir or speech day rehersal...quite hectic...and rite now...i dunno what on EARTH is going on but i keep on hearing glass breaking and crashing....hmm.....TIME FOR A POEM!!!!!!!two actually...heheghosts are scaryghosts are sweetghosts are whitewhite as sheetghosts are lovelyfood for firebut...what about....ghosts that fall down to create thunder???*CRASH*there goes another piece of glass....wonder wats going on outside......
Innocence, hatsudo...
12:04 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i decided that i would post here then post walkinonwatermizu the next day so i dunch have to post twice everyday....i got a silly poem here...For the crys of mourning mothers were too loud...she went into the next room...For the disco music was blasting...she went into the next room...For the wails of hungry babies were too noisey...she went into the next room...Finally...at the last room...there was peace and quite for her to study...as she opened her book...a rose fell on it...then...the walls slowly opened with waiteers and waitresses inside who said...WELCOME! To KiTtY MoUse CAfe!!!she turned her head and sighs...isnt this as bad as any of the other rooms??? she thought as she saw girls and guys kissing at practically every other table....
Innocence, hatsudo...
4:14 AM
Monday, July 16, 2007
haha....i still cant get over the fact that i put up to new bloggies in a day but that aside.....i dunch think that i can write nice poems all the time....sometimes i just cant write something meaningful or nice....blblbl.....i feel so sad because i just watched a very sad trailer....which wasnt true...blblbl.....in a bad bad mood...i shall go to the forum to get myself back to normal...here is a poem...
looking afar into the emptiness...
I wondered where i was....
as i wandered further into that emptiness...
my heart told me not to....
not knowing why...
I walked on and dissapeared into the wilderness of emptiness never to return again....
Innocence, hatsudo...
2:37 AM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
a new blog......................... OH how happy can i get....well, not too long ago, i realised that i could write poems and phrases....that kept my hand moving practically all the free time i had...today is sunday and i went to church...the most unexpected thing happened!!!!as the pastor preached...*chinese service* i took a few keywords and my hand was drifting like the wind...WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ill write one here....a dangerous one which my father doesnt like...haha....marmee says that I'm gonna get a little sister soon.....I wonder how high must I carry her to make sure she~dies~ once she falls........
Innocence, hatsudo...
6:28 AM
